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Broken Heartless Soul


This heart is fake
As Ive been told;
No loving hearts
Can make it whole,
No dam lights
above can treasure it Now;
For now I…….
Live in forever sorrow,
Of they dying world
I left behind, with no thought at all.
You loved whats not ment to love
As though u do what u want anyways;
For this heart is now ripped
Right out;
i feel your fake as i was
Know i suffer more inside me
now one can jugde me
this face so cold
i feel i am suffering what love has
to offer thy heart thats decaying.
But yet u punish me anyways
to breath is hard enough
I feel sick with dout
know you feel what i felt
but not good enough.
to bleed is a sign of pureaty
not nowing were it takes me.
thses stupide friends
cant emagin how i feel
so for all of u just shut your mouth,
firends are better of dead
as my head begins to hurt
i youth this pain of self hurt.
until i rise again i will be silent in shame.

These tears Besides Me


i lay here silent, in a puddle full of tears
caused by my regrets, by my mistakes and by my fears
i can’t believe its over, i can’t believe its doneyou said i was your lover, you said i was the one

and now we both feel hurt, not one knows how to fix us
and these tears they lay besides me, i wonder if you miss us?
my feelings they surround me, they tell me what to do
but i wish that you were with me, i wish u wished that too

if i could write you a poem and you’d say you’d take me back
i still couldn’t find the words, but its not words i lack
the lies they killed my trust when you fled into his arms
he’s not even like me, yet you fell for his silly charms
i know i said some bad things and what you did was death
but i forgave you for our love, wont you forgive me Steph?
you tell me your confused, ‘tween me and your old love
you say you don’t have those feelings, did you really switch them off?

inside i know you love me and i know that you’ll return
but you left me with your cuts, now i have scars that burn
my head tells me to leave you, you’re nothing but deceipt
but without you i can’t function, without you i can’t breathe

my friends they say i’m crazy, move on and let it go
but i am crazy for you, my friends they just don’t know
i’m waiting for that moment, when the moon and stars align
i’m wishing in this moment, i wish that you were mine

but these tears they lay beside me, not one was shed for me
these tears they lay beside me, not one will set me free
these tears they lay beside me, not one can be undone
these tears they lay beside me, they tell me you’re the one..........

Woh Nahi Tha Meri Tabiyat Ka.....


Woh Nahi Tha Meri Tabiyat Ka....

Na rawa hai sukhan shikayat ka...woh nahi tha meri tabiyat ka...

Dasht mein shehr ho gaye abaad...Ab zamana nahi hai wehshat ka...

Waqt hai aur koi Kaam nahi...Buss Maza le raha hun Fursat ka...

Main agar tazkra krun to krun...Kiss ki zulfon ka, kiss ki qaamat ka...

Mar gaye khwaab sab ki aankhon k...Her taraf hai gila haqeeqat ka...

An mujhay dhyaan he nahi aata...Apnay honay ka, apni haalat ka...

Tujh ko paa ker zyaan hua hum ko...Tu nahi tha hamari qeemat ka...

Subh se shaam tak meri duniya...Aik manzar hai us ki rukhsat ka...

Kya Btaon k zindagi kya thi...Khwaab thi, Jaagnay ki haalat ka...

Kehtay hain Intehaaye-e-ishq jisay...Ik faqat khail hai Murawwat ka...

Aa gae Darmyaan Rooh ki baat...Zikr tha Jism ki zrurat ka...

Thook ker khoon Rung mein rehna...Main hunar-mannd hun aziyyat ka...

Zindagi ki ghazal tamaam hui...Qaafiya reh gya mohabbat ka...

 By John Elia.....

My room is silent now..


My room is silent now..
And you’re the only thing on my mind..
There’s so much that I wanted to change..
How I wish I could just rewind..

I wish I could go back in time..
Back to when we were still in school..
When i first saw you with my own eyes..
And instantly fell like a fool..

Back to laughing till we cried..
And listening to our favourite song..
“A thousand years” a thousand times..
I felt with you was where I belonged..

But now those times are over..
They’re just memories put on display..
And I’m alone in my room..
Trying to throw these old memories away..