Broken Heartless Soul

This heart is fake

As Ive been told;

No loving hearts

Can make it whole,

No dam lights

above can treasure it Now;

For now I…….

Live in forever sorrow,

Of they dying world

I left behind, with no thought at all.

You loved whats not ment to love

As though u do what u want anyways;

For this heart is now ripped

Right out;

i feel your fake as i was

Know i suffer more inside me

now one can jugde me

this face so cold

i feel i am suffering what love has

to offer thy heart thats decaying.

But yet u punish me anyways

to breath is hard enough

I feel sick with dout

know you feel what i felt

but not good enough.

to bleed is a sign of pureaty

not nowing were it takes me.

thses stupide friends

cant emagin how i feel

so for all of u just shut your mouth,

firends are better of dead

as my head begins to hurt

i youth this pain of self hurt.

until i rise again i will be silent in shame.

These tears Besides Me

i lay here silent, in a puddle full of tears

caused by my regrets, by my mistakes and by my fears

i can’t believe its over, i can’t believe its doneyou said i was your lover, you said i was the one

and now we both feel hurt, not one knows how to fix us

and these tears they lay besides me, i wonder if you miss us?

my feelings they surround me, they tell me what to do

but i wish that you were with me, i wish u wished that too

if i could write you a poem and you’d say you’d take me back

i still couldn’t find the words, but its not words i lack

the lies they killed my trust when you fled into his arms

he’s not even like me, yet you fell for his silly charms

i know i said some bad things and what you did was death

but i forgave you for our love, wont you forgive me Steph?

you tell me your confused, ‘tween me and your old love

you say you don’t have those feelings, did you really switch them off?

inside i know you love me and i know that you’ll return

but you left me with your cuts, now i have scars that burn

my head tells me to leave you, you’re nothing but deceipt

but without you i can’t function, without you i can’t breathe

my friends they say i’m crazy, move on and let it go

but i am crazy for you, my friends they just don’t know

i’m waiting for that moment, when the moon and stars align

i’m wishing in this moment, i wish that you were mine

but these tears they lay beside me, not one was shed for me

these tears they lay beside me, not one will set me free

these tears they lay beside me, not one can be undone

these tears they lay beside me, they tell me you’re the one..........

Woh Nahi Tha Meri Tabiyat Ka.....

Woh Nahi Tha Meri Tabiyat Ka....

Na rawa hai sukhan shikayat ka...woh nahi tha meri tabiyat ka...

Dasht mein shehr ho gaye abaad...Ab zamana nahi hai wehshat ka...

Waqt hai aur koi Kaam nahi...Buss Maza le raha hun Fursat ka...

Main agar tazkra krun to krun...Kiss ki zulfon ka, kiss ki qaamat ka...

Mar gaye khwaab sab ki aankhon k...Her taraf hai gila haqeeqat ka...

An mujhay dhyaan he nahi aata...Apnay honay ka, apni haalat ka...

Tujh ko paa ker zyaan hua hum ko...Tu nahi tha hamari qeemat ka...

Subh se shaam tak meri duniya...Aik manzar hai us ki rukhsat ka...

Kya Btaon k zindagi kya thi...Khwaab thi, Jaagnay ki haalat ka...

Kehtay hain Intehaaye-e-ishq jisay...Ik faqat khail hai Murawwat ka...

Aa gae Darmyaan Rooh ki baat...Zikr tha Jism ki zrurat ka...

Thook ker khoon Rung mein rehna...Main hunar-mannd hun aziyyat ka...

Zindagi ki ghazal tamaam hui...Qaafiya reh gya mohabbat ka...

 By John Elia.....

My room is silent now..

My room is silent now..

And you’re the only thing on my mind..

There’s so much that I wanted to change..

How I wish I could just rewind..

I wish I could go back in time..

Back to when we were still in school..

When i first saw you with my own eyes..

And instantly fell like a fool..

Back to laughing till we cried..

And listening to our favourite song..

“A thousand years” a thousand times..

I felt with you was where I belonged..

But now those times are over..

They’re just memories put on display..

And I’m alone in my room..

Trying to throw these old memories away..

Qayam Karti Thi WO Mujh Mein Soofiyon Ki Tarah

"Qayam Karti Thi WO Mujh Mein Soofiyon Ki Tarah"

By Wasih Shah

Galli Main Dard Ke Purze Talash Karti Thi

Mere Khatoot ke Tukrre Talash Karti Thi

Bholaye Kon Azeeat Pasandiyan Usski

Khushi Ke Dhair Main Sadme Talash Karti Thi

Ajab Hijr Parasti Thi Uski Fitrat Main

Shajar Ke Toot-Te Patte Talash Karti Thi

Qayam Karti Thi WO Mujh Main Soofiyon Ki Tarhan

Udass Rooh Ke Goshay Talash Karti Thi

Tamam Raat WO Parday Hata Ke Chand Ke Saath

Jo Kho Gaye Thay WO Lamhe Talash Karti Thi

Kuch Iss Liye Bhi Mere Ghar Se USS KO Thi Vehshat

Yahan Bhi Apne Hi Payare Talash Karti Thi

Ghuma Phira Ke Judai Ki Baat Karti Thi

Hamesha Hijer Ke Harbe Talash Karti Thi

Tamam Raat WO Zakhma Ke Apni Pooron KO

Mere Wajood Ke Raaz Talash Karti Thi

Duayen Karti Thi Ujrre Huway Mazaron Per

Bari Ajeeb Sahare Talash Karti Thi

Mujhe to Aaj Bataya Hai Badlon Ne ”Wasi”

WO Laut Aane Ke Raaste Talash Karti Thi...

Ek Tm He Tu Thay...

Ek Tm He Tu Thay...

Aaj bhe tere liye Dil mein chahatein baqi hain,

Tjhse jo krni thein wo kuch an’kahein batein

Baqi hain,

Kaise soch liya tm ne hamein teri talab nhe,

Dil mein utar ke dekh ab bhe teri Aarzoen

Baqi hain,

Kabhe fursat milay tu aa kr dekh mere dil ke makan mein

Aaj bhe

Teri Khushbo,

Teri Parchaiyan,

Teri Rahnaiyan,

Teri Sargoshiyan,

Teri Chahatein,

Teri Aahatein,

Baqi hain,

Dekh mera zarf ke main toot kar bhe bikhra nhe,

Aankh mein aansu hein par,,

Muskurahatein ab bhe

Baqi hain….

Koi To Ho

Koi mera ho,

Buss mera ho,

Jisko toot kar pyar karoon,

Apni chahat ka izhaar karoon,

Jub woh roothay to manaoon mein ,

Pyar say dekhay woh to sharmaoon mein,

Uski baanhon mein hur pal guzaroon,

Subha, shaam, din, aur raat guzaroon,

Jisko apnay galay se lagaoon mein,

Jiski ankhon mein dekhte he doob jaaon mein,

Aik din to usko dil mein basaoongi,

Kuch bhi hojaye lekin usko mein apnaoongi" !!

Wo Apne Ishq Mai

Woh apne ishq mai kaisa kamal rakhta hai,

Ke berukhi mai bhi mera khayal rakhta hai,

Jo aj mera nahi, woh kal mera hoga,

Ke her zamana urooj -o-zawaal rakhta hai....
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Manzile Bhi Uski Thi

Manzile bhi uski thi, Raasta bhi uska tha,
Ek main akela tha, Kafila bhi uska tha,
Saath-saath chalne ki soch bhi uski thi,
Fir raasta badalne ka faisla bhi uska tha...
Aaj kyo akela hoon, Dil sawal karta hai,
Log to uske the, Kya KHUDA bhi uska hai !

Guzarte lamho me sadiya talash karta hoon,
Ye meri pyas hai nadiya talash karta hoon,
Yahan to log ginate hai khubiya apni,
Me apne aap me kamiya talash karta hoon.
........****.......

Jee Chahta Hai

"" Jee Chahta Hai ""

Abb had say guzar janay ko jee chahta hay
Yoonhi bas bikhar janay ko jee chahta hay

Katratay hain jis simt main janay say sab hi
Hamko to udhar janay ko jee chahta hay

Mushkil nahin hay zindagi laikin phir bhi
Aksar yoonhi sustanay ko jee chahta hay

Go bhool gaiy who mujhay laikin abb bhi
Aksar ussi ghar janay ko jee chahta hay

Samjhota nahin karna who halat say phir bhi
Taiwar woh kay dar janay ko jee chahta hay

Aksar na sahi barson main milna hi sahi
Un melfilon main phir janay ko jee chahta hay

Kehna woh iss SHAN say batain woh un kahi
Un yadoon main kho janay ko jee chahta hay

Badalna aata nahi hum ko mausamoo ki tarha,
Her ek roop main tera intezaar karte hain,

Na tum samait sakoge jisse qayamat tak,
Qasam tumhari tumhain itna Pyaar karte hain

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khuli ankhon say daikhay saray mosam
bus ab sonay ko je chahta hai

usay pana to zindagi hai
usay khonay ko je chahta hai

Change-Your-Life

Once Upon A Time,

Once upon a time, a long time ago,
a God was born to govern love.
With his arrows and his bow
Eros filled hearts with romance
and stomachs with butterflies
and heads with dreams,
bringing soul mates together
for harmony and happiness.
I feel so fortunate that he smiled favorably on us.

Happy Valentine’s Day.

Yesterday,

Yesterday, all my troubles seemed so far away
Now it looks as though they're here to stay
Oh i believe in Yesterday,

Suddenly I'm not half the man I used to be
There's a shadow hanging over me
Oh Yesterday came suddenly

Why she had to go
I don't know, she wouldn't say
I said something wrong
Now I long for Yesterday,

Yesterday, love was such an easy game to play
Now I need a place to hide away
Oh I believe in yesterday

Why she had to go
I don't know, she wouldn't say
I said something wrong
Now I long for Yesterday,

Yesterday, love was such an easy game to play
Now I needa place to hide away
Oh I believe in yesterday.

Someone's Toes Are In My Nose

Someone's Toes Are In My Nose

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Someone's Toes Are In My Nose

Someone’s toes are in my nose.
Whose ever could they be?
Since no one else is in my bed,
they must belong to me!

I wonder how it happened.

I just don’t understand.

I don’t know how my legs got stretched

Out like a rubber band.

How will I ever get to school?

It’s a catastrophe!

Mother! Dad! Get on the phone

And dial some help for me!

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Best Friends

Best Friends

Best Friends Over The Years

You've Always Been There,

You've Helped Me

When No One Else Cared Over The Years

You've Always Been There,

You've Helped Me When No One Else Cared.

Through All The Things That Have Gone Wrong

Our Friendship Has Grown Ever So Strong

You've Always Cared Through All The Tears,

And All The Laughter Throughout The Years

We've Been Through Good Times And

We've Been Through Sad,

But We Got Through It No Matter How Bad.

You Gave Me Hope When I Thought There Was None,

We've Stayed Friends And Had Lots Of Fun.

If I Could Go Back And Live My Life Again,

Some Things Might Change..

But You'd Always Be My Best Friend

Memories

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DAD

DAD

I am your reflection,
Made by your passion,

Your blood also runs in my vain,
Hey dad I am your son,
I don't blame,

Why did you treated my like this,
Why did you left me to die,
Why didn't you killed me,
When I only knew how to cry,

Yo dad I am your reflection,
I am proud to be who I am,
Why can't you see things the way I can,
I still love you but I hate you too,
You forget me,

Like I was a bad dream for you,
Why I was to born this way,
I have a father, But I haven't seen him,
For years, months and days,
Hey god I am appealing to you,
Please tell me,

Dose my father knows I am alive,
I am shower he doesn't even know,
At what stage I am,
Just let him know,
I have a beard now dad,
I cry for you every day now dad,
Just please tell him,

I am standing on the gate for you dad,
Waiting to see you once again dad,
Because from this day forward it harts me to say,
I am your reflection,
There is nothing that I can do about that,
I am cursed with your name,
And I blame you for that

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Mother

Mother

GOD'S GREATEST GIFT TO MANKIND IS A MOTHER
HER LOVE FOR HER CHILDREN IS LIKE NO OTHER.

GOD HAS MADE HER HEART SO KIND
SUCH STRONG LOVE IS HARD TO FIND.

A MOTHER IS THERE TO HELP
THE CRYING AND TO STOP HER CHILDREN FROM LYING

A MOTHER IS A SHINING STAR IN THE SKY
SHE TEACHES US TO WALK HIGH AND NEVER CRY.

SHE ADVISES US TO ALWAYS TELL THE TRUTH
IF WE ARE TO SHARE HEAVEN'S FRUIT.

A MOTHER WOULD ALWAYS BE THERE FOR YOU
WHEN TIMES ARE HARD, SHE WILL HELP YOU.

A MOTHER'S LOVE CANNOT BE MORE TRUE
SHE IS THE ONE WHO'LL ALWAYS LOVE YOU.

GOD BLESS MOTHERS WHERE EVER THEY ARE CHILDREN

AREN'T HAPPY WHEN MOTHERS ARE FAR.
THEIR LIGHT IS BRIGHTER THAN THE NORTHERN STAR

GOD BLESS MOTHERS WHEREVER THEY ARE FOR ME

MY MOTHER WILL ALWAYS BE A SOURCE OF JOY
WITHOUT HER PRESENCE THERE'S NOTHING TO ENJOY

LIFE WITHOUT HER MAKES ME SHUDDER
HOW CAN I LIVE WITHOUT MY MOTHER!!!

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Gravestone Poem

My Lips Smile Even In Pain

My Lips Smile Even In Pain

Whenever I Remember Those Memories...Those Past Moments
Even For A Moment Itself
I Had Got Life With Smile
My Days Were In Your Embrace
I Had Spent My Nights In Your Arms
Today When I Remember Those Moments
Those Moments Force Me To Forgot All My Sorrows
My Lips Smile Even In Pain
Whenever I Remember Those Memories
Those Past Moments
You Were Putting Your Head On My Shoulders You Were Hiding Yourself By My Chest
By Coming Into My Shelter
Breaking And Losing Yourself In Me Like Glass
Today When I See Those Scenes
It Vanishes The Loneliness Of My Heart
My Lips Smile Even In Pain
Whenever I Remember Those Memories....Those Past Moments
Something I translated from a composition I heard...and it stayed by me...tells my story...
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