Jonathan Earl Bowser - Cascade aka Water

- Cascade -

A fluid blade

has slashed deep wounds into his ragged face

The long cascade

and torrent cuts toward its distant place

And so they know

a brief caress and interlude of sleep

but soon she'll flow

to others lost in darkest ocean's deep

He makes to her

an offering, a lonely bloom of red

to thus confer

his longing, shall the Earth and Sea be wed?

Some rainbow smiles

the Water gives, but will not be his wife

He falls for miles

impaled on her flowing river knife...

 

Jonathan Earl Bowser - Cascade aka Water

I've been tempted by the Temptress

I've been tempted by the temptress
I've fallen into her sin
her sin consumes my flesh
through her soft and delicate skin

in this war she fights
she fights you from with in
she battles with her body
my body won't let me win

with my soul I give
I give to her to let me in
even though I know
it's one of man's
seven deadly sins

I've been tempted by the temptress
I have been persuaded by her touch
with each intoxicating breath we breathe
and connect
erecting bonds that do not bind
she confines me with her lust
buried with in her sin
she holds me hostage from with in
inside her human cage
she suffocates
with all her lust and rage

I've been tempted by the temptress
I live in her for her sin

her passion consumes the fantasy
her insanity consumes the mind
her compassion I seek
but can not find

I've searched deep inside her
looking for her truth
her truth she does not leave
leave for me to find

with each gaze into her eyes
I see but do not  realize
I bought and paid for all her lies

I've been tempted by the temptress
I've given into her sin
she fills me with her lust
I do unto her
what she does unto me
I'm giving back
what she's givin me
together our souls will burn
burn for all eternity

with her heart she will disguise
she misleads you with her lies
with her tears she cries
she hides
with out love
she opens up letting you inside
with her words she will manipulize
when she speaks she deprives
she speaks words that deceive
when she cuts you you will bleed
she will bring you to your  knees

I've been tempted by the temptress
I've come to her to sin
even though I know
it's one of man's
seven deadly sins

I've been tempted by the temptress
but I could not escape her lust
I know there's no salvation
trying to resist her temptation

when she needs me
she feeds me
she leaves me
empty with her lust

In the End...

I have done this
I have done that
I have done You
but I never did You
while I did this or that
It was all about you baby
until you came
with that other guy
to my party
In his tight T-shirt, white teeth
introduced as your cousins friend
The DICK
I knew it

And now, since you want to know
That is how I ended up with Tally

Desert Head

Desert Head
Behaving like a child
infantile browbeating
stunted growth of the character
 
Desert head
like staring the desert sands
with no oasis therein
no grass and plants for the camels and the Bedouins
 
Desert head
hairs died on his toxic character
don't like to grow on the follicles
his poisonous blood make the hair falls
 
Desert head
a paradigm of a living dead
breathing but devoid of life
with heart hard and cold
moving but like a falling leaf
detach from the source of life
rotting
starting to degrade
the worms eagerly waiting.
  
headstrong
conceited
have to turn away from this desert head.

without self control

Survival of the Laziest

Reality check 
in the world of 'survival of the laziest'
the laziest one survives, the industrious one transfers
 
Survival of the laziest, 
the new sacred shibboleth
of the so called corporate
 
the laziest you are , the longer you stay
the enthusiastic you are , the more exhausted you are,
 in the so called workplace
 
just a reality check , why this thrive in the modern corporate
the laziest holds the power, the hard working still works the harder.

Recent Bachelor

> Now that I am a bachelor
> the beer doesn't taste as good
> I am not hungry
> I don't want to paint or write
> Reading sucks when there is no interruption
> American Idol is no fun without an argument
> There is no one to tell me I have to get up early
> So I can't sleep
>
> I have only been a bachelor for 20 hours
> my whole life has changed
> Plus the dogs look at me funny
> like part of me is missing

Have Faith

If you look for gold,  you'll find gold. 

If you'll look for love, you'll find love.

Money is a gift of God, use it properly. 

If you can obtain more, 

multiply the works for promoting God's glory!

The greatest of all sins is to lose hope. 

The laziest act is to stop dreaming.

The greatest loss is to give up on faith. 

Do something today to realize your dreams.

Mom, long gone

> Mom, long gone
> smoked a pack a day.
> Beginning in the day
> of total acceptance.
>
> When few feared
> the big death.
> If you didn't smoke
> you were left
>
> out of touch, detached
> and beyond control
> from those who know
> what's best for you.
>
> Similar I'd say
> to what's happening today.

We are the enemy

> We have lost ourselves
> in these gadgets of
> convenience.
>
> We have gotten so use
> to being propagandized
> we fail to recognize
> the propaganda.
>
> So we use the word
> to demonize
> the enemy.
> Failing to see
> we are the enemy.

Big Belly

Child hunger I have never known
I was well fed as a child
and so were mine and theirs
I never knew a person who went hungry
but they say they are out there
starving people in America?

I guess you could count me
as a teenager
when I saved my lunch money
all week
to buy beer and gas for the weekend
I was rather thin

If I see a starving child
I will let you know
maybe we can chip in
for a happy meal

International Women's Day

You make me feel so beautiful...

You make me feel so beautiful, beautiful all over,
So loveable and so very special.

The way you look at me
Your warm gaze sends shivers down my spine.

Your gentle touch gives me goosebumps all over
Your soft kisses melt away all my sorrows.

When you hold me tight in your arms
My whole worlds become so secure.

Dont ever let go,,Just hold me just hold..........

BREAKING THE BLOCKS

The desire to live
became so passionate
that it lost its contours
and got into another shape:

Soon, i stopped thinking
of myself;
my self had become a heresy
so great was the pull

I soon realized
I was a lie;
and if I wanted to live
i must break the dye

I broke the blocks
which stood in between;
there was only earth
and upon it, the sky.

SHE IS A SEA, BUT…

She is a sea, but I am a sailor,
A habitual sensual hoverer on water,
Senses the current of her unique flair,
Like a lover so fervent in his dear!

At all times entices me, to surf on her,
So mildly like a timid bride,
Seldom she roars in ecstasy, but so wild,
Yet quite submissive to my rudder!

Shores always creamed with foam
Abetting my bard heart to reform!
Every time there is a spot extreme new,
Which is known only to incredible few!

And I go deep down into her often,
To touch those spots affluent like heaven,
Where she keeps the germs hidden,
Which at all times makes her feel redden!
Every time there is a spot extreme new,
Which is known only to incredible few!

I am your reflection.....

I am your reflection,
Made by your passion,

Your blood also runs in my vain,
Hey dad I am your son,
I don't blame,

Why did you treated my like this,
Why did you left me to die,
Why didn't you killed me,
When I only knew how to cry,

Yo dad I am your reflection,
I am proud to be who I am,
Why can't you see things the way I can,
I still love you but I hate you too,
You forget me,

Like I was a bad dream for you,
Why I was to born this way,
I have a father, But I haven't seen him,
For years, months and days,
Hey god I am appealing to you,
Please tell me,

Dose my father knows I am alive,
I am shower he doesn't even know,
At what stage I am,

Just let him know,
I have a beard now dad,
I cry for you every day now dad,
Just please tell him,

I am standing on the gate for you dad,
Waiting to see you once again dad,
Because from this day forward it harts me to say,
I am your reflection,
There is nothing that I can do about that,
I am cursed with your name,
And I blame you for that

Broken Heartless Soul

This heart is fake

As Ive been told;

No loving hearts

Can make it whole,

No dam lights

above can treasure it Now;

For now I…….

Live in forever sorrow,

Of they dying world

I left behind, with no thought at all.

You loved whats not ment to love

As though u do what u want anyways;

For this heart is now ripped

Right out;

i feel your fake as i was

Know i suffer more inside me

now one can jugde me

this face so cold

i feel i am suffering what love has

to offer thy heart thats decaying.

But yet u punish me anyways

to breath is hard enough

I feel sick with dout

know you feel what i felt

but not good enough.

to bleed is a sign of pureaty

not nowing were it takes me.

thses stupide friends

cant emagin how i feel

so for all of u just shut your mouth,

firends are better of dead

as my head begins to hurt

i youth this pain of self hurt.

until i rise again i will be silent in shame.

These tears Besides Me

i lay here silent, in a puddle full of tears

caused by my regrets, by my mistakes and by my fears

i can’t believe its over, i can’t believe its doneyou said i was your lover, you said i was the one

and now we both feel hurt, not one knows how to fix us

and these tears they lay besides me, i wonder if you miss us?

my feelings they surround me, they tell me what to do

but i wish that you were with me, i wish u wished that too

if i could write you a poem and you’d say you’d take me back

i still couldn’t find the words, but its not words i lack

the lies they killed my trust when you fled into his arms

he’s not even like me, yet you fell for his silly charms

i know i said some bad things and what you did was death

but i forgave you for our love, wont you forgive me Steph?

you tell me your confused, ‘tween me and your old love

you say you don’t have those feelings, did you really switch them off?

inside i know you love me and i know that you’ll return

but you left me with your cuts, now i have scars that burn

my head tells me to leave you, you’re nothing but deceipt

but without you i can’t function, without you i can’t breathe

my friends they say i’m crazy, move on and let it go

but i am crazy for you, my friends they just don’t know

i’m waiting for that moment, when the moon and stars align

i’m wishing in this moment, i wish that you were mine

but these tears they lay beside me, not one was shed for me

these tears they lay beside me, not one will set me free

these tears they lay beside me, not one can be undone

these tears they lay beside me, they tell me you’re the one..........

Woh Nahi Tha Meri Tabiyat Ka.....

Woh Nahi Tha Meri Tabiyat Ka....

Na rawa hai sukhan shikayat ka...woh nahi tha meri tabiyat ka...

Dasht mein shehr ho gaye abaad...Ab zamana nahi hai wehshat ka...

Waqt hai aur koi Kaam nahi...Buss Maza le raha hun Fursat ka...

Main agar tazkra krun to krun...Kiss ki zulfon ka, kiss ki qaamat ka...

Mar gaye khwaab sab ki aankhon k...Her taraf hai gila haqeeqat ka...

An mujhay dhyaan he nahi aata...Apnay honay ka, apni haalat ka...

Tujh ko paa ker zyaan hua hum ko...Tu nahi tha hamari qeemat ka...

Subh se shaam tak meri duniya...Aik manzar hai us ki rukhsat ka...

Kya Btaon k zindagi kya thi...Khwaab thi, Jaagnay ki haalat ka...

Kehtay hain Intehaaye-e-ishq jisay...Ik faqat khail hai Murawwat ka...

Aa gae Darmyaan Rooh ki baat...Zikr tha Jism ki zrurat ka...

Thook ker khoon Rung mein rehna...Main hunar-mannd hun aziyyat ka...

Zindagi ki ghazal tamaam hui...Qaafiya reh gya mohabbat ka...

 By John Elia.....

My room is silent now..

My room is silent now..

And you’re the only thing on my mind..

There’s so much that I wanted to change..

How I wish I could just rewind..

I wish I could go back in time..

Back to when we were still in school..

When i first saw you with my own eyes..

And instantly fell like a fool..

Back to laughing till we cried..

And listening to our favourite song..

“A thousand years” a thousand times..

I felt with you was where I belonged..

But now those times are over..

They’re just memories put on display..

And I’m alone in my room..

Trying to throw these old memories away..

Love

Love

Study the course you love

Pursue the career you love

Work on the job you love

and love the love you love

You may search it in a far away land

Only to find it that it's just near your hand

With real love, vices rot and virtues bloom

Spreading its sweet smelling perfume

Like snow before the sun

fears and worries melt

anxieties fade

when expose to love's warmth

A honey to the soul

is love to your home

True love makes life enjoyable

so hear and give heed to its call

think good and life will be good

speak good and it may uplift someone's mood

think and speak with love and you will be in a happy world

by~Champs Ulysses Cabinatan

Qayam Karti Thi WO Mujh Mein Soofiyon Ki Tarah

"Qayam Karti Thi WO Mujh Mein Soofiyon Ki Tarah"

By Wasih Shah

Galli Main Dard Ke Purze Talash Karti Thi

Mere Khatoot ke Tukrre Talash Karti Thi

Bholaye Kon Azeeat Pasandiyan Usski

Khushi Ke Dhair Main Sadme Talash Karti Thi

Ajab Hijr Parasti Thi Uski Fitrat Main

Shajar Ke Toot-Te Patte Talash Karti Thi

Qayam Karti Thi WO Mujh Main Soofiyon Ki Tarhan

Udass Rooh Ke Goshay Talash Karti Thi

Tamam Raat WO Parday Hata Ke Chand Ke Saath

Jo Kho Gaye Thay WO Lamhe Talash Karti Thi

Kuch Iss Liye Bhi Mere Ghar Se USS KO Thi Vehshat

Yahan Bhi Apne Hi Payare Talash Karti Thi

Ghuma Phira Ke Judai Ki Baat Karti Thi

Hamesha Hijer Ke Harbe Talash Karti Thi

Tamam Raat WO Zakhma Ke Apni Pooron KO

Mere Wajood Ke Raaz Talash Karti Thi

Duayen Karti Thi Ujrre Huway Mazaron Per

Bari Ajeeb Sahare Talash Karti Thi

Mujhe to Aaj Bataya Hai Badlon Ne ”Wasi”

WO Laut Aane Ke Raaste Talash Karti Thi...